Embracing the Chaos

chaota — Wed, 26 Aug 2009 17:07:52 +0000

Sometimes i rather some action not been done.
but u just couldn’t let it be.
obligation. maybe.
but aiya.. sometimes just be very 爽快 and just do lor.
why think so much and kill your brain cells?

but just be prepared not to have expectations i guess.
it’s been sometime anyway.
i shouldn’t have broken the trend and how things are the way it is now.
but..

anyways. don’t think too much.

glad that tonight i had a really great girlfriend who accompanied me.
we are both lonely souls for the night. or rather a few more nights. haha.
but 2 lonely souls ain’t lonely no more (:
some good food and good laughs. thanks to her humorous friends.

I’ve got back my feeling. I hope.

玮。

chaota — Tue, 25 Aug 2009 09:05:08 +0000

June 7.
Today’s 25 Aug.
Geez i have neglected the blog for that long. bleahh
but i don’t feel guilty at all. hah.

Many things have happened in between. Too many.
Good and bad.
Happy times and sad times.
But i am still here.
haha

Graduated. not a graduand.
I finally know what is the difference.
But i can say i am a happie graduate.
4 yrs in SMU was a whirlwind indeed.
But i have done all I could have done.
And it is indeed complete (:

Many assignments.midterms.exams.
Many midnight burnt.
Many ups and downs.
A few embarrassing moments.
A few hardcore trainings.
A few medals. (haha)
A few bunch of close friends.
I treasure those 4 yrs and love everyone who made it happen.

Can’t believe Chaota this name stuck on for that 4 yrs.
It was supposed to be just a blunder. for fun.
but i like it.
Always feel like I am back to school whenever someone call me that. hee

Now i am sitting in my office. not knowing if it is my office to be.
i feel like i am on some crossroads.
too many things to consider.
and only got one choice.
geez.

but i guess that’s life. we have to choose one path to go for now
and let’s hope i make the right one.
will update soon on what’s coming my way.

as for love life.
felt like a wave jus swept me through.
bobbing up and down.
it’s been great fun.
though there were those nauseatic moments if there is such an adjectives.
but i am glad he is always around and being very understanding about it.

love is effortful.
now i am beginning to realise and savour the meaning of that.
not that i have totally understood what it means.
i am barely skimming the surface of the waters.

big waves.
small waves.
calm waters.
rough waters.
i am sure we will still be able to ride on the waves.
after all we are boaters ya? haha.

8 more days to go.
I wonder how is it over there.
Hope you are having fun.
Let you be in some dreamy land for awhile.

Just hope that someone is missing someone (*:

玮. 思.

chaota — Sun, 07 Jun 2009 06:22:55 +0000

my 1st weekend after work.

this week’s been a really shag week for me.

alot of whining and complaining to do. haha. esp the 1st 3 days of work.

but whatever. it’s over.

now i much enjoy the comfort of being in the office. with funny colleagues and nice bosses.

i hope i dun burnt a hole in my pocket till the end of month.

surviving on internship pay is no joke. sigh.

but kelle will survive.

oh kelle’s my new name now. an english name that i thought of my own.

evolved from kelly which means lady warrior (sounds like me huh.. lols)

kelle is more unique i supposed. a strong yet sweet name. just like how mr L likes it (i hope… haha i am like putting words in his mouth)

so i am now known as Kelle Lim Wei Ling. (though i would still prefer my friends to call me Wei Ling)

oh got to show one of the interesting places my job has brought me to:

turf club! my 1st time there.. uber cool can..

horses horses horses...

u bet i will heed that..horses will parade here for people to place betshow responsible of turf clubcool stuff.. i like.love owl necklance. my best buy from shanghai.

big bags are my besties @work

so much so for today.

jus got back from the chalet.

shag.

shall post on my bro’s 21st soon (:

hope Mr L is doing well in Putra.

*玮 thinking of how to make full use of the rest of the sunday*

chaota — Wed, 27 May 2009 04:42:00 +0000

Taking it slowly and keeping it cool.

have faith.

*玮*

chaota — Mon, 25 May 2009 02:07:30 +0000

To do or not to do.

I thought we should all follow our hearts. but yet not doing too much. It’s an irony that is hard to fathom. hard to balance or rather.

How I wish things can be keep simpler. and not a struggle.

*玮 hoping to find the balance or at least knowing how to do it*

chaota — Mon, 20 Apr 2009 04:07:44 +0000

finally managed to post some of my photos in my hp. (thanks to jerry’s card reader. muahah)

some random pic with ah min during exams

partner!! ((:

dim sum with boon sze ah min n da T

i love my piece of work!

super cooool teh peng. how thoughtful.

super retarded boooonx. hehe

yesh. caramel cafe for me again. brownie with pink himalayan salt. yums!

a treat for myself after my last exams in SMU. warm chocalate cake with ice cream.

chocolate mint. *hearts*

: love this pic. (thanks ejia)

:: 玮 . there’s something to be happy::

chaota — Thu, 16 Apr 2009 08:32:01 +0000

finally can shout out LOUD that i am done with SMU!!

not that i am particularly unhappy with SMU in fact I have super alot of memories there! ><

but i am more happy to be done with finance. was totally suffering under it can. (hmm ok la not so 夸张..) but i am done! ((:

just a pity quite a no. of my good buds still exam-ing. shall wait for them to be done on sat then we go crazyyyyyyyyyy!

i think i need to go get a cable for my new phone. :b took quite a no. of pics with my phone. will upload soon!

:: 玮 ord lo!! ::

chaota — Thu, 02 Apr 2009 09:54:01 +0000

some people should just know what they want from the start.

And not realise that you’re missing something only when things are already done.

生米煮成熟饭了就无药可救了。 don’t they understand?!

I have done what was expected. and I think I deserve respect. not your complaints.

If not, pls stay away. or do it your way.

-_________-

chaota — Tue, 31 Mar 2009 11:05:45 +0000

is damn irritated with herself for putting appointments that are after work.

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Why do I keep falling back into the same trap again!

If I do it again, can someone pls kill me! *fumes*

chaota — Sat, 28 Mar 2009 01:35:41 +0000

Many a times I am so thankful to have a roof to return to.

be it after work, study or just a little trip out of the house.

Many a times I am so thankful to not have to face with a depleting bank acct whenever I retrieve money.

Thanks to my loving parents and of cos my hardworking self (:

Many a times I am so thankful for the hot and yummy dinner at home and not have to think whether I have enough to eat the next day.

And sometimes when I see the old, the vulnerable ones on the train, I wonder if they were as lucky as me.

The middle-aged man standing right in the middle of the cabin seems to have re-worn his clothes many times and is in deep thoughts. Is he worrying if he has enough to feed the family when he goes home tonight?

The old lady sitting at the corner wearing the uniform of a cleaning company, trying to catch a wink. Is she providing for the family too? for her grandchildren?

The old man busking at the corner of the train station, singing beautiful songs, strumming melodious tunes with his guitar. What happens for him after a day?

Untold stories. All hidden within each and everyone of us.

They all remind me how lucky I am.

I wish in the future I will be able to brighten one of their stories.

:: 玮 enjoys her train rides home::